There are two core fears: losing what you have, and not getting what you want. The solution? Falling in love with where you are.
You feel tired,
but not from what you've gone through,
but by looking at how much there is to go.
You're upset with what you're not,
refusing all that you are.
Simultaneously in love with what you want,
what you don't have,
and oblivious to what you do have.
I don't want to: pretend, make excuses, feel sorry for myself, waste away. let life pass me by and go through me like I was never even here.
I want to: do what I love, create, surround myself with good company, prepare, live. make use of each precious day, as they come by and go, and without a moment's hesitation you find yourself in that point in time, that time when you used to refer to as "the future" but is happening right now.